Who wants to buy me out.

Perhaps I’ll sell my soul.

It’s better than being in this whole.

(But it’s time to take control)

I’m at a cross roads.

Which way do I turn.

How do I find a way to earn.

Without giving my card details to the devil.

In this modern world of capitalism & strangers.

But nothing really stays the same, everything changes.

Everything has a price.

I’m trying to make this really precise.

So it’s taking some editing skills.

Keep reading, keep getting your thrills.

(But I suppose I’m better off staying focused on the prize)

(Yeah that’s right, that sounds pretty wise)

But I’m doing all this and for what.

I’d rather just ask for a fee.

Than putting myself out there on a cv.

(Come on, keep at it)

I think I may be waiting for the right bid.

I’m so naughty & rebellious lid.

(You can make it in a pure way)

But keeping this up is tricky to maintain.

But regardless of the temptation

Or such a thrill or anticipation.

Let’s take this back to the beginning.

Is this about idealism or about winning.

But the actual me may want something deep.

Something profound, or something to keep.

But it comes down to the same thing one way or another.

Or whether I’m looking for the right offer or an opportunity.

Do I pick prestige or something to do with community.

I may get a clean win & make myself proud someday.

Maybe it’ll be really soon.

And I’ll be over the moon.

Any day now I’ll be getting fully fulfilled.

No time for stressing, it’s time to be chilled.

Sometimes I’m a good boy but don’t say it out loud.

Coz’ I’m keepin’ this rebellious version of myself.

But really it’s not someone who’s driven by wealth.

So this is a new start.

It’s not just me playing a new part.

Ok, this version of myself is an extended version.

And writing this was just a diversion.

A way to fantasise & free the mind.

As well as finding a way to unwind.

Both versions are needed in a curious sort of way.

And I use them both every single day.

I need an angel & the devil next to me.

To keep me on my toes & to feel glee.

I think something is coming of this degree.

Now that I’ve gotten some perspective again I know how well I’m doing really.

So I’ll let the bids come in and I think I’ll keep doing things fairly.

But really I’m a sweet guy.

Just looking to get by.

Passionate about my passions.

Coming up with new fashions.

In a rebellious way.

Yesterday, tomorrow & today.