Just when you thought you were out they drag you back in – or whatever the line is. I really am deep in thought here – this is a bit stream of consciousness – but a pragmatic one (or diplomatic). I just know I need to get it together now – I will sacrifice things to get there. I am adapting my style slightly, I mean I do not exactly have a Next-esque collection of clothes to choose from – that is for sure – but I am trying to dress a bit less outlandishly. If that means I dress more business like, then so be it but actually I mean I am looking to get back to basics really. I am ready to put a shift in again – I want to work – I want to do my bit. I care about real things again, I want to be a useful part of society. I am ready to be part of something bigger than myself again. On that note, I have put a couple of tables up, and I am doing bits on that front. I want my life to be less chaotic, less messy and less dramatic – this site can be a reflection of that – I hope.