I appreciate what I have but I need more.

I know that I have to get the balance right – I cannot shy away from things – but I have finally woken up to what I am capable of.

I cannot carry on living on buttons – and not having my own independence.

On a positive note, I am glad to have a much tidier room – to a point – and a place where I can focus.

I see this site as a base now.

It is about doing – yes I have a mind that is like a database – but I am more about things now.

I have been incredibly decisive and it has felt quite uncomfortable but I have been persisting.

Now people know that I have unmasked on the spectrum wise – so it time to keep at it – my word it has been tough I carry on.

In the time that I can sit there worrying about things – I can get things done (or speak to friends) – and that is what I am doing.

I am doing what I need to do.

[ Edited slightly on 13/08/23 at 22:43. ]