I am not talking about alcohol either.

What happened to me – who was I.

But I am myself again now – that said though – a lot of it came from a real place.

I think I am trying to express myself in calmer way now – I obviously have been trying to figure things out – and I am very much eager to broaden my knowledge of social issues even further.

Also – I am more intrigued now as to why someone may see things differently to me – than wanting to feel a huge need to argue.

And – more than anything – I just know now that I have to really embrace who I am.

It has not been easy to open so much but it has helped me massively – and if you enjoyed seeing my diaries then that is fine (I allowed it).

I think I am glad to be back to a point where I am calmer, curious and getting focused again.

This is a positive post – I need it to be.