Ok, I really am being a nice boy again, and I really want to be producing content of the highest quality. I am trying to get back to being more conventional – and yet having my own style – it is a tricky balancing act.

But I know that I have to trust myself once again in terms of writing authentic yet intelligent posts – on this back to being a nice boy path – to be honest I have been extra cautious today.

But safety first is not necessarily such a bad thing – well here I am in the zone again – listening to Boy Azooga.

Plus, I have started the day and the week positively.

I posted on Instagram – left – and here I am super focused.

There is no time to wait for approval.

And letting go of all that negative stuff is just lovely.

So I am letting this go where it wants to to some extent, however, I am definitely trying to be more filtered.

I am on this nice boy path for many reasons – it goes deep.

After years of struggling in different jobs, I really need to continue on this path.

But I have learnt so much – from courses too.

Besides, getting back to being a caring person is the real me, it really is.

I am trying to get better at playing the game again – I really am – the game of life that is.

So what am I really trying to say here – I know how this world works now – so I have to level the playing the field as someone who is on the spectrum.

People want instant hits – you only get 20 to 40 seconds of people’s attention a lot of the time.

Sometimes people stay in the zone for longer – I don’t know.

I am very much in the zone, that is for sure.

I am going to post this in a minute I think.

Posted about 5 minutes later (or 20 minutes later or more) – I don’t know I am in the zone – what is time.

[ Edited after first being originally posted on 07/08/23 at 19:43. ]