I am a nice boy again – got my ‘love your mother’ hoody back on‘.

I learnt a lot from wrestling – I think it is such a fascinating world.

So now the nice boy is back – wanting to feel warmth, meaning & connection again.

But trust me – there is a lot of depth behind this.

It goes deep, very deep.

It has been fascinating to see how people really can judge people on appearances – I enjoyed the rebel persona.

But at the same time – what you wear can affect how you feel – I think.

If it was that – maybe it was some weird on the spectrum thing – probably a phase really.

I remember when I was younger hearing that you cannot get anywhere being nice but now that I now you absolutely can get somewhere being nice.

Plus, I am getting back to being my own person – as in I have my own mind that is – based on what I have read, heard through high quality podcasts and from my own experiences in previous jobs, at university etc.

Plus, continuing to read about new trends and reading even further about social issues is something that I will continue to do too.

But back to being a nice boy now – but still with an adventurous side though – I say that while listening to music in my room.

Flippin’ eck, it was tiring all that.

I now know that I have to be consistent in what I think, I say and do.