It is lovely to get back to calmness – I mean after playing those tunes.

I am getting back to more of a filter approach – I do realise now that it went too far.

I think it has helped me to learn how in depth these things can go.

It is a balancing act between getting posts out as frequently and holding drafts back.

As much as I have shared and opened up a lot on here, I obviously have to be measured too. I owe it to myself to have privacy.

I know how important filter is now.

I mean, you have to draw the line somewhere.

I am sure that I have lots of dyspraxia comedy gold to share at some point – but now is not the time – especially as I have to stay focused.

At least with the parody stuff I can take the piss out of myself – and I know that it is on me – and a way of getting dyspraxia stuff off my chest.

Well, anyway, I am taking responsibility for my life.

In fairness, I have found it interesting to open up, so it may be my thing now.

It has been so hectic since January 2022 – the speed in which this momentum has grown has been incredible – I am talking from a non-materialistic perspective here.

It was so tricky balancing so many plates (quite literally to some extent) – so to speak – plus in all honesty I think I mainly wanted to have fun.

I have this focus back now – after all what went on with the pandemic I did not care about much really – but the projects (of sorts) that I was involved with gave me purpose again.

But as we know – we need money.

It got to the point where I got so frustrated at putting so much in for such little money – this is where this really is my business – so I am not going into details money wise.

So after putting fantasy football aside (I made that decision about 2 or 3 weeks ago off the top off my head), it is back to reality – as in getting focused again I mean.

The cost of living crisis has changed how I see money now – I know that I have to get smarter financially – and that now my priority is to get my stuff together.

I really wanted to give something back after what I went through during the pandemic – but I could only be charitable for so long.

I am reading a lot more now too – that helps – I think the more focused I am the higher the quality of posts will be.

Plus, all this has actually made me realise that I really do have something to offer.

There are quite a few drafts that I have held back – mainly as it helps to spend longer on them to get them up to scratch.

Some just did not go out because they were just ideas – and that is fine.

I am really making sure I get the balance right now – I was going out too much.

I was escaping.

The pressure got to me.

I was doing far too much – for not much in return form a materialistic point of view.

That said, it has been nice to have had more social interaction again – I was far too isolated – and in a job that was not working out (to be diplomatic about it).

This is why psychology is my saviour now.

But do not worry, I will still be open, especially if this Zonely Fans gets going.

I could write some more cheeky little stories or something I suppose – oppps.