I do not have all of the answers – absolutely not. But in a curious way I am glad because it means that I can keep learning. But I know that I need to stay focused.

After a lot of reflecting, soul searching and questioning things – it makes a lot of sense now.

This calmness is what I need. And yet I am making sure that I keep an edge to me. It is a curious one really, if that makes sense. And yet I have to keep at it. I am going to make a cup of tea now though. No, seriously I will keep at it.