I am trying to deal with my emotions better.

It is better to be calm.

I need to be that sweet guy again – I can still have that drive – and stand against things.

But actually I know now that I want to focus more on how I carry myself in a positive way.

Some people do not like that positive lark and I get why – but I think it helps to buy into something.

Plus I am thinking that the positive negative positive approach may be my forward now.