Today on how bizarre my life is.

Well, to be fair I am feeling upbeat, defiant & fired up – in a good way – in a measured way.

I think, I don’t know.

Well, I am focused.

I keep thinking of how I need to keep this edge – to stay alert.

But I am thankful.

I have perspective again.

My mind is open to different options – in the best possible way.

But I am the boss – of my own life – I know that more than ever.

Life has thrown so many punches at me but I am still standing.

I know now that I am the only person who can turn this around – that is scary – but a liberating feeling too.

I hit rock bottom, the only the way is up from here.