‘Jeannie Becomes A Mom‘ is on.

I am feeling utterly deflated.

So many thoughts.

Where the fuck do I go now.

I struggle so much with social norms, even though I thought that I had improved on them in some ways.

That or I have been outperforming my dyspraxia, dyslexia & ADHD – if you are not a footy fan then that basically means doing better than expected (probably).

Or I became another version of myself that I created.

Or this has been a self-fulfilling prophecy.

Some of it was funny though.

Well, I take responsibility.

I am trying to be a bit more normal again – getting back to doing real meaningful things again.

Gonna date myself. I don’t know. It’s times like these where I think the grass isn’t greener on the other side.

And the fact that I am not exactly James Bond may not be such a bad thing – back to being emotionally intelligent again now – friendships are the foundation of anything (I think).

Figuring it all out, somehow.

Caroline Rose is on so it’s sound.

Updated on 01/08/23 at 00:24 – I changed outperforming to overperforming – because I’m stupidly clever.