You have the intelligence, the emotional intelligence and experience to know that this game is not just about attraction. I know that more than ever. I have learnt so much from when I was looking after my mother – to be so caring. I want to use that in a positive way. And yet there is this balancing act. You need that bit of edge – but channel it in the right way. That charm and cheekiness can be utilised really well. I just want to get my stuff together, I really do. I am trying to make these thoughts & actions align. But I also know that I have to give myself some love and be kind to myself. I am posting this now.