Well, I am definitely trying to be more in control, focused and more conventional. I have not always found it easy socialising but I think I have gotten a lot better in recent years, I think going to uni in a different city massively helped. I know that I need to take more responsibility for my life now, but at the very same time it doesn’t change the fact that I have these struggles. But I know it is a wall that I have to climb over, like I have done before. This is me facing my loneliness issues face on. I think it goes back to massively loving Tame Impala. I had that realisation in the back garden – that I do not have to always go with the crowd – but at the same time I know that too much isolation is not good. And after all, I am no stranger to going out with friends. I definitely found it really difficult in my early 20s though, especially being in bars and clubs. I used to hate that. I felt so awkward. I suppose there were times when it was actually ok, it depended on the location or situation really. Plus, actually hearing songs that I liked definitely helped too. So here I am in full flow once again. It is funny how this has became a thing, it is mainly because my life became so chaotic, so bizarre and different that I thought I’d go down this sort of root. I found it difficult to carry myself for a while. It got tiresome trying to explain everything. I suppose that’s partly why I wanted to be alone at times. I now know that I need to get a grip on things. So even basic things like using my calendar on my phone or writing or typing notes to plan my week is what I am getting back to now.