Yes this is me writing this for myself, but I need to , it’s not all about me, I absolutely know that, so cut the bullshit out lad, I am getting hard on you now because you need it. There are too many people who I respect, care about & want to be there for. So you have to get your shit together. There has to be urgency. So many people have been amazing to me, I need to do this for them. As well as for myself. Do not waste what you have, do not waste the skills that you have acquired, do not waste the knowledge that you have gained. This can potentially be used to help other people, as well as for your own prospects. Now is the time to get your shit together. You can still be expressive, but be disciplined first.