Just chillin’ here. That work out was boss before, feeling fresh now. I’ve read more of my book ‘Gestalt Therapy Integrated’. lt was a present bought for me a little while back, it’s nice getting around to read it.

I’m grateful to have received such a nice thing. It makes me think how some presents that I got over the years have been so important to me, and how not everything I’ve done is all down to me. I feel lucky sometimes, but in fairness I appreciate what I have and I utilise it well.

I’m resourceful you could say. Sometimes it annoys me, I just want to be independent. But I know no one can always do everything by themselves. So I am appreciative of what I have for sure, I try to use it well.

Well, re the book, it’s useful to read something new, and to read about society too. Think it was written years ago, but it doesn’t feel like it (to me).

I get the sense that it was ahead of its time. Plus, there’s plenty to get stuck into, regardless of when it was written. Who writes posts like these (I go back and throw extra bits in sometimes). Joking, I like having my own style.

Well, I’ll try not to read it too quickly, I don’t want to be too rational, I want to keep being spontaneous. Jokes aside, I know I’m as deep as the ocean, and I can embrace that. Well, I’m 41 pages in. I do love a good psychology book. It’s like I’m topping up on psychology. I’ve read about psychology before. I’ve got that psychology dictionary book too, it’s a bit text book-esque. I’ll teach myself psychology for a laugh, mesin, obviously it’s so broad. On those occasions (reading about pyschology), they helped me achieve something significant in my life (I think, probably, perhaps) or to turn something around (who can know for sure, yeah this is me definitely high off that work out, possibly).

It’s not a magic wond, psychology that is, but it’s interesting. Is this me, or the different version of me on here (don’t break the 4th wall), I don’t even know anymore. This is the zone, you’re in it. It’s sound. Lad, I’m definitely high off that work out. What’s more interesting than the mind eh. Well, it’s an interesting book, plus I’m trying to challenge myself more. It’s stimulating to read. I’m reminding myself to get a bit deeper again on some stuff too. It’s easy to get wrapped up in a fantasy world sometimes, well, or in games. I’ll get a bit deep again then. I’m high off that work out or something, so I could have wrote anything here, I’ll put it out anyway.