So here I am, Saturday night.

it’s January, it’s horrible, typical January.

But there we are, I was thinking how I miss doin’ some of these non footy posts.

Even though, my footy posts are a bit non footy at times.

Anyway, I’ll write about something now.

And not just line after line without really sayin’ anything.

Content is content eh, especially if it keeps you content.

So I’m on a few dating apps, what can I say it’s 2023.

I’m puttin’ myself out there, I have a lot to offer.

Plus, it can be enjoyable talkin’ to new people (in person).

I do that IRL too (get on that lad, I’ve just used one of those trendy words every Tom, Dick & Harry says these days).

Talking in person is nice too of course.

I mean what’s fantasy & what’s reality anymore, mesin.

So, in ‘reality’, I’m enjoyin’ explorin’ a bit you know.

Plus, I’ve been writing notes recently (on my phone) to help remind of myself of what I’m capable of (self psychology you could say, or I’ve just made up a phrase for for a laugh).

Basically, I’m puttin’ myself out there, in more ways than one.

I think these things are connected, dating, friendships, prospects, adventures etc.

Yeah, this is still very soc (stream of consciousness this lad).

I think writing stuff down – on paper or on your phone – can help for sure.

Apparently psychologists have said so.

It helps me like.

So, what’s interesting is how I’m ‘getting back out there’ in little ways.

I’ve reminded myself of how things have gone well in the past, as a way to show how they can go well in the present & future.

2022 was big for me, in so many ways.

Not just prospects wise, but personally too.

I’m enjoyin’ bein’ ‘out there’.

So whatever really.

I defo think it’s a mixture of reasons why I’m in such an amazing place overall. Not perfect, but I’ve got lots of positives & I’m getting there. Plus, I’ve got loads goin’ on (that always helps, helps to be active & productive. Writing these (on here, or writing notes to myself) helps for sure.

This is my world.

So to speak.

Well.

This was very much a SOC (stream of consciousness).

It is still is.

Quick little edit (breaking the 4th wall again, for a laugh) & I’m puttin’ it out.

What do you think this is, dear diary lad.

Yeah, I do actually.

I’m a lad, writing his thoughts & feelings down.

Get on that.

Boss eh.

Well.

I’ve gotten this under my belt, making them quick fire are easier to edit for sure! (Keepin’ It flowin’).

I’m lookin’ boss (well, I think so), I’m feelin’ pretty boss & out of my way world coz I am boss lad (yeah, I’ve just called the world lad for a laugh, sorta).

Whether it’s me or an extended version of myself (trippy that lad, I know).

Writing this helped, keep me sane (as much as anything).

I’ll update myself soon, to rebel 4.0.

Nice one to the 6 people who read this (mesin).

Hope you enjoyed it, I mean even if you didn’t it helped me.

See it as a way to see what I’m thinking every now & then if you want.

Well.

Someone will read it!

Anyway, it’s time for me to leave the zone.

It was nice to enter (it).

Nice one.

In a bit ladies & lids.