The mist in this park, it is better than that internet lark.
I’m feeling so fresh now, I feel so calm.
I’m not going to write just anything here, it is about how it feels.
It is not to say I’m not adaptable though, but that 40 minute walk has made me think of how I am going to solve some problems, or how to make things better is a better way of how to put it.
Or is it fog, I don’t know. It’s quite funny though, but not necessarily in a comical way.
I feel like I may try being a bit less abstract again, ah, you know by acknowledging reality once again.
All that rubbish you know, but I’ll play along if you like, but I like to separate these realms sometimes.
This zone is about nature, and being in a hippie zone, it is about being high on peace.

I am back to producing a post today, as I am getting my head back together this week, other things can wait.
I can’t go 100% mph all the time, some stuff can be put on hold, something has to give.
I know that full well, experience has taught me that, and sometimes less is more.
I’ll save myself, for myself, but having so much to focus on is a good problem to have.
But it can still be a problem, and one that I am managing, and finding ways to find a better balance.
Some things have to come out sometimes, I am not mincing my words, but I know I need to reboot my system.
And I am doing just that, from a mental perspective, as much as anything.
From an emotional and physical point of view too, it makes sense to me.
Some people may not get it, and that is ok, they do not necessarily need to.
What is important, is that I understand, so this is why I am lowering my intensity levels.
I am pacing myself, I know how burning out does not help, going at this pace may not seem logical, but it is going to help me shine.
Plus, I think ‘reality’ and fantasy can really complement each other.
Even the so called non creative or arty things are needed to keep us grounded – one of those springs to mind in autumn – to keep us ‘real’ and to give us a sense of belonging.
I don’t have to agree with every aspect but I’ll happily embrace the social aspects of it – the stimulation too – plus how it can very much satisfy us.
And to try to look at the beauty of it – more than the ugly side of it – plus the highs that go with it.
I am feeling really positive now, I want to keep this going, this wave is very much in full flow.
It does not matter what you think of this post in a sense, I mean it does and doesn’t, but the main thing is that I am writing it.
Who is to say that your reality is the same as mine, this is a fantasy in reality, but it is also real.
Or a bit of both, it is just flowing really, like a stream.
Or it is a real fantasy, but it is not necessarily always about having all the answers if you ask me, it is about being in the moment.
So, this is what I needed, to be in a better place.
I think there’s been things I’ve been negative about but I realise now why that is.
In the mind that is, this is a reminder that I have lots of positives, and that everything else can wait.
That is the thing, when you are so present, that walk did the trick.
Nature’s (or something else) has just given me a hug, and said afterwards, here is what you need to do now.
That or getting fresh air and exercise helps, and other things too, but whatever works eh.
This feeling is something else, it is priceless, you cannot buy it.
There is no app or card that can deliver this to you, there are no updates, there is no receipt.
It is there, this is my consciousness, and possibly yours too.
See this as a virtual walk, and you are walking down a path, to be greeted by mother nature.
Nature and technology are in some ways at odds, but they can be perhaps complement each other, when explored or utilised in moderation.
But we need to stay in touch with ‘reality’ too, or follow her on Instagram, I’ll give her a message in a bit.
The walk has helped me think of how technology can be very stimulating, but how it helps to be away from it too, it is about having a balance I think.
But that park is more real than most petty things that occur on a daily basis, solitude is sometimes much needed isolation, that and being active and/or mentally being stimulated that is.
There are different ways of connecting, in more ways than one, in a real or fantasy sorta way.
I’m very open to new ideas and new ways of doing things, but sometimes the so called basic things can work really well too, and need to thought of more often.
Walk before you can run they say, well, it works for me.
This weather is not great, but the sun is shinning, and I am adapting to different times of the day.
Walking in shorts in October, there’s a method in the madness, especially when I am walking at a decent pace and I am layered up from the waist up.
I’ve got jeans on now, my solitary pair of trackie pants are kept ‘fresh’ for evening times.
I am flexible, particularly after doing yoga, as it is cold outside but I am able to do different poses indoors.
I have the option of doing some yoga indoors, it is a practical solution, I’ve done a bit this week.
I feel so focused, fresh and I am seeing things more positively now.
Maybe this is real reality, this is capturing how things how they really are, or how they feel in the moment.
It helps having another presence here too, but things make a lot more sense now, as I can see the woods from the trees.
So to speak, that is, this is a high like no other.
This is true reality, space is what is needed, and in the head too.
I am not going to into further detail on purpose, information just ruins the mystery, and your imagination.
Or it paints a picture, I don’t know. Obviously it helps to be knowledgeable – or does it – I suppose it does really.
But it is also helps not think sometimes, I mean am I thinking now, or are thoughts just there.
I do not really think that I need to think right now, I am just floating, in a sense.
This is not a man made reality, this is what mother nature can provide for you, this is real.
This is amazing, so tranquil, this is natural.
And yet real, and yet everything, and yet a different reality.
This is zone, a realm, a space.
I have entered it, it is worth staying here, but I’ll get back to ‘reality’ in a minute.
Feeling great too, that is the difference, you cannot beat that.
I’ll adapt to both reality and fantasy, I’ll connect to nature and to the internet, I’ll be doing more by doing less.