Where’s my mind, where did it go, because I’m currently out of it – my mind that is – or am I.
Well, I don’t know, but I’ll try to ‘keep it together’.
Or will I, it’s about balance, I think.
Well, yes, I have my vents but some of them may be expressed more privately.
That, or I’ll possibly double or triple down, possibly even quadruple down.
But not necessarily because I know too much pride can undo any individual and/or the people that they care about.
I need to ‘get it together’ for those people that I care about.
I’ve let lots out – in the moment – and left loads out there.
I’m clearly doing something right though.
But even the rebel in me, knows how I need to deal with these emotions better, for the people I care about.
Not just for myself.
(Think outwardly again mate)
It’s finding a balance, as I don’t want to be a repressed robot, but I want to keep this vibe that I have.
I know that I have loads of positives, but I like having an edge too.
I’ll make more time for myself soon – things can get intense – but I’ll reflect on a lot of hard work very soon.
I’ll do that tonight actually – as well as thinking ahead – but I’m glad to be very present again.
I’ll take some stock – I’ll relax & laugh – I can see the woods from the trees again now.