This is a place or a zone where perfectionism isn’t all that. It’s about feeling something. That or being stimulated engaged – yeah that’s more of an appropriate word to use I think – depends on the context actually, words have various meanings really – grammar rules get broken here for fun – as I’m pretty, imperfect & rebellious but I offer a different personality I suppose I’m pretty rebellious you see.

Humanity hasn’t found perfectionism (yet).

Don’t let social media trick you.

It’s OK to be imperfect (for now anyway).

Welcome to an imperfect place Welcome to this (human) zone – there’s not much perfectionism here – at times this place is (deliberately) a contradiction, a place of self-love & self-deprecation – is it human or is it trippy – I don’t know. Maybe I’m just projecting by writing about perfectionism. I mean it might be my way to make myself feel better about myself – maybe I’m just trying to impress you with my trippy imperfection – maybe there is perfection out there – I suppose there is – I guess I can try to be perfet again…perhaps…it’s a bit dull though. I’ll try to be perfect again I suppose…or make things perfect. I just like to feel a connection with things and with people really – I don’t know – whatever – I do try – but you can try too hard sometimes – so I don’t I know – just letting it flow – I mean, perfectionism isn’t impossible I suppose. Well, in the meantime, welcome to a mostly imperfect world.

Well.

Or not, I’m just tryna offer something – as well as being sound, caring & practical – that and being positive – am I gonna get rewards or loads of money for it – possibly not but I’ll do it anyway.

More repetition. Well. 54 days in a row of ‘producing ‘content’. That’s all I’m saying. But maybe saying all that is like a mantra for me. To keep the positivity up. Perhaps it’s (like) self-talk transferred from my mind – in a sense – but written down here. I don’t know. Whatever. It’s possibly just some lad writing loads of mad stuff though – yeah that’s about right – well – I don’t know – whatever. Suppose I’ll try to get some deeper stuff up again soon – or stories or whatever.

Who knows eh – maybe I’ll get some gains soon but I appreciate what I have – but it’s about being unselfish as far as I’m concerned.

I go from being really responsible & embracing it – I like helping people – but then I go to being someone who wants to be irresponsible at times & then acts like a stoner – but I’m mainly in a focused place overall actually – but like a stoner – I don’t know.

I’m just ‘sellin’ my weirdly unique life (here) for a laugh – and embracing how different I am – and what lad.

Things are better when there’s unity.

I just like my own space sometimes.

It’s still like an unknown cool arts club – but I’m getting closer to putting this ‘zone’ out there more. Nah. Self-promotion does my head in – it’s horrible isn’t it – plus there’s nothing to promote really – I could casually mention it a bit here & there though I suppose – you know something like – yeah I’m sorta one of those bloggers or I just write loads of mad stuff online & putting up photos that I took of trees, graffiti etc. Whatever – just going with the flow.

That, or I’m being mischievous. Or cheeky & rebellious. So, whatever really.

Outward thinking is something I do a lot more of than it may appear here – but this is my consciousness here so you know – I’m just at a point right now where I want to chill & not think too much – but I’m enjoying feeling of use – not of much – but some.

Just mesin really – well – whatever.