51st day in a row of posting. I was going to leave it until tonight to post. I still might. Let’s see eh. Well, I’ve had a 40 minute walk this morning – with no phone or wallet or bag on me – mostly through a park too. It’s like a little workout (to me), on nature’s treadmill. Autumn starts on September 1st in my head – but there we are – I was wrong.

Actually, apparently, I wasn’t. But it’s important to say when you were wrong – I think. Apparently, it does start on September 1st – on the meteorological calender. Seems logical that.

I was wrong & right. I was right & wrong.

(Ok soft lad, don’t over do the anthethisis/opposites technique thing)

(Don’t give away too many tricks either)

(All 6 of my readers will have a field day with these)

(Mesin)

(I like to share, even if it’s just little things)

(Part of me wonders whether I’ll put a poker face back on again soon though, don’t know really, have to see)

(Where was I, ah, I was getting a bit fancy with my ‘I was wrong & I was right. I was right & wrong’ line)

Well, anyway, I’ll get focused on some stuff again in a minute. This is about being expressive, as much as ‘being right’.

Ok, I’ll post this in a minute (not literally). It’s another positive. Trying to be more disciplined again – I’m doing well at it to be fair – need to get out of my head at times though.

Well, this is a brilliant start to the day. Feel like I’ve got more day ahead of me now. I’ll do some bits now. Trying to think of ways of doing more football ‘content’ again – whilst also keeping things very hippie esque – football can be a way to stimulate the mind though. I think it’s about balance. I like it being abstract but keeping it ‘real’ is important too. Structure, organisation & discipline are things I’m afraid will kill my ‘creativity‘ but when used in moderation – they can help me – I’ll look to implement these things again then I suppose. I do appreciate these things more than I give myself credit for actually. Plus, I’m concious of the how I can adapt or modernize to new apps more – it doesn’t come easy to me but I’ll see how I can utilise more types of technology – I’m very open minded to new ideas for sure.

(It’s like I’m in two minds sometimes – aiming for perfection & yet embracing being imperfect – perhaps it’s the rational & the emotional sides being at odds with each other)

(It’s like I’m in two minds sometimes – being socialist/working class & yet being academic, ‘creative’, futuristic etc.)

You can always better yourself in theory.

(Sadly there’s aren’t as many opportunities for some people, people are currently being overworked, have families to look after etc.)

Regardless of where you’re from – the more people do – the more the establishment/world issues are is/are challenged.

(Sometimes I find it tricky knowing how to word things while not making it sound like it’s simple – because it’s not – there’s many factors to consider)

I appreciate how I’ve been able to learn what I’ve learnt & how I’m able to continue learning – not everyone has the same equal opportunities – but I try do my bit & there are people/organisations trying to change that.

(It’s like I’m in two minds sometimes – trying to be more ‘selfish’, ‘ruthless’ – in a sporting/competitive sorta sense – as well as being driven & not wanting to play the game, being artistic & unselfish/looking out for people/caring/being very socially concious)

(Don’t worry lad, just be sound & focus, I’m putting a lot in)

(Feeling amazing after that walk & all that)

(My focus is better now – not just because of the walk – other things too)

(Sorted)

(Ok, think more outwardly again)

I’ve included some colours for practical reasons – as much as aesthetical reasons – just varying it up really.

Some people want a quick look.

It’s the short attention span generation – to some extent – I don’t want to talk for everyone.

Or some people have difficulty reading things.

Makes it look a bit different.

It breaks it up a bit, line after line of black & white font can be difficult to read for some people & it can doesn’t necessarily grab people’s attention – some people like more traditional styles of writing – that’s fair enough.

But it’s a way of keeping it bright, vibrant & easier to read – not everyone can spend ages reading massively long articles – it’s a way of keeping it stimulating too.

Not saying this was an amazing post, but it was something to read I suppose wasn’t it.