I’ve put my scores on Twitter, even though they’re nothing special – but I think it needs more realness, empathy & understanding – as well as being a laugh. I know I don’t *** always *** need to show off my decent or brilliant scores when I have them – I let the ‘success’ make the noise. Plus, it’s all relative right and about context right  – it’s OK to be annoyed sometimes when it’s channeled in the right way and to be a bit *** nafted off *** – but taking as many positives as possible is ok too I think.

Flippin’ eck lad, really don’t feel like doing this but here I am. I’m feeling really self concious, worrying about what people think of me and my thoughts are all over the place.

Well I don’t know – I don’t want to sound like a bore – maybe I am – but whatever. Or not, as I’m rebellious mate.

I feel like a weirdo sometimes, but that’s my thing I suppose – Twitter can be so toxic – I’ll consider another break from it but social media can offer positives too so I don’t know I’ll see.

47 days in a row of posting is taking it’s toll, especially given how intense, open & alternative my style is but I think I want to keep at it.

I have things that make things difficult for me – you may know about what those are or you may not. I’m working on some stuff and I’m getting some support I’m glad to say. But I embrace how different I am & I absolutely ‘sell’ it.

Funnily enough I’ve found this sorta social experiment to be effective in other areas of my life or in ‘reality’ and it’s giving me a lot of confidence – as well other things too.

I’ll do a quick stop here and cheek for typos.

Anyway, here’s my teams:-

Made a few transfers yesterday (Saturday, as in 17/09/22), 7 transfers made overall this season with 43 left, plus 2 wildcards effectively or whatever they’re called in Sky Sports FF – assuming they’ve still got them this season – I’m such a casual.

Don’t think I’m putting any or many stats in here today, not feeling like it.

I prefer not to make decisions straight after a GW has finished as I think it helps to take a step away and reflect a bit – sounds very sensible this doesn’t it – I’m really a bit rebellious really but with a rational side to me.

Maybe I’m being too rational at times – mesin – I’ll get this complete & tweet it out – then I’m chilling for a bit. I’ll take some stock & see what I have up my sleeve.

Glad it’s the international break – well I say that now – but it’s a chance to not think about FPL * too – much & do other things. Funnily enough I don’t think about it that much in the week – I think that can help – but I’ll have a look at a few things information wise & all.

I’ll wrap it up now.

Love. Peace. Rebel.