My head’s been all over the place recently. Last night was mostly boss though. 45 days in a row of posting intense content – letting out many things – raw emotions, opinions, information etc. Plus being very open, daring. Some elements of fantasy too. I’m feeling upbeat now – my birthday & that was boss – and gave me a boost. I’m very much in a place where I’m massively appreciating the things I have – ideally it’s not where I want to be in some ways but I’m grateful for a lot and I’m trying to really utilise what’s at my disposal, be as positive as possible & have a positive effect on things – society, community etc. Even if it’s just in small ways.

I’m very much on the front foot, being open & being very proactive. I’m sorry if I’ve put some overly strong stuff on here – no one’s said anything or messaged me – so maybe I overthink this stuff sometimes & people just get how I am. I push the boundaries at times but it’s considered & I’m reflective. Well, I’m seeing how I can get things together – I really can – with some help. No one can do everything alone.

Just wanted to get this out & I’ll post this now – after a quick skim through editing wise.