Conflicted. At times I want to rebel. I enjoy it. It’s really fun. Like massively. Even in a borderline childish way. Soz. I’m Scouse & rebellious. I mean rebellious as in challenging the ‘norms’, dressing differently and being a bit mischievous sometimes – as much as anything. But, on the flip side – my rational side of my mind – knows that if things are going to get better then we need to be sensible, pragmatic and smart too. But maybe we can be a bit of everything. We are many things. So this is imperfect as usual but I’m human. You’re human. We’re human. It’s perfectly imperfect to try to make everything precise & flawless – but we can strive towards it & quite possibly get there – whilst enjoying being imperfect along the way. I’m high on music here. I’ve got Revolver on shuffle, because I’m a trippy hippy rebel lad. Ah here we go. Flow state’s here. I’m in flow state. I think it’s flow state anyway. I mean what is anything really. It’s all flowing. It’s all flow. I’m so present. I’m in the zone. what was I saying to start with, ah – I know – I mean just be present. ‘Listen to the colour of your dream, it is not living’. ‘She said I know what it’s like to be dead, I know what it is to be sad.’ ‘Everybody seems to think I’m think I’m lazy, I don’t mind I think they’re crazy, running everywhere at such a speed, til they know there’s no need (there’s no need).’ Unreal lyrics them. Think they’re spot on but maybe they’re powerphrased. I don’t know. Three of the most underrated words in society those. 4 of ya say ‘don’t’ counts as ‘do not’. In any language. Trippy as fuck though. Wow.