Fantasies are good for you. Don’t be repressed. Psychologists have said so. I read about. I’ll write some more down. I don’t care. I’ve written some short stories. But my fantasy for the next few hours is football. Fantasy Football. Fpl & Sky FF. Both at the same time.

It’s not to say that it’s meaningless. I mean there’s deep reasons for fantasies. I realized the psychology behind some of mine.

On the down side. Some men are driven by money & power – that can be dangerous. And ultimately harmful to women.

I think we’re the same but different (women and men).

We want to be understood, we want intimacy or to have good relationships or a good time.

It’s got me changing how I see things. Whatever the relationship or friendship. I think it’s about give and take.

But what do I know. Some people are selfish. Or have been affected by things and are repressing things or don’t know how to deal with people who are struggling.

I’ve rid myself of so many toxic feelings. It’s amazing. As long as there’s respect I think fantasies are fine.

Well. I don’t really have any at the moment. Perhaps some fantasies are more fantasies than becoming reality.

But never say never.

Anyway.

The way things are going with the cost of living going up. We might be left alone. With our fantasies. Or not. I don’t know.

Talking of fantasies.

Am I going to make a transfer in Sky FF. Possibly not. The reality of that fantasy is that I’ll save my transfers up. Fomo is no use. Fear of missing out. The irony of that is you are missing out by having Fomo. You’re not present.

I’ll put the footy on now anyway.