It made me realise some things
Do I have a mental block when it comes to dating
Am I overthinking
Do I have a fear of rejection
Do I fear hurting people emotionally
But I’ve realised recently you have to give yourself self love
And say what you want
Well
Going back to what I was saying
I think I do have a fear of rejection
I fear that emotional pain again
And I think that’s why I’ve not truly all in liked someone for a while
Maybe it’s a good thing
I don’t get too close too early
I’ve been burnt before
So me being free and single helps protect me
And riddles me
Fear of rejection with other things too
Sometimes I just want to be more primal
And scream